Thanks for making that phone call.

 When he asks you to take those pills, swallow them, and feel weightless, just know that it's going to ruin you. Know that it's going to hurt. You will get addicted, and you will look in the mirror and absolutely hate what you see. It's your fault that I have to learn to love myself again.

 They won't tell you until the damage is done, but that guy- he's a douchebag. No worries though, he gives the best thing to ever happen to you.

 It's not a bad thing to admit that you need help sometimes. It's better than trying to do it on your own and ending up worse off than you started.

 Break up with him!

 Be honest with people. You're fine the way you are and you don't need to embellish anything. Most importantly, be honest with yourself.

 He doesn't really love you. He'll break your heart over the phone. Quit ignoring your amazing best friend. He loves you. He'll treat you like a princess.

 Stop living in your brothers shadow. When you try to be him is when you embarrass yourself. Hes the best role model but be yourself. Your so much better at being you. Thats when you shine the brightest.