the days get so much brighter. you always thought it was your fault you were unhappy, but that's not true. that wasn't you.

 When he says they're just friends, don't believe him.

 Wish you would've cared more because you really were smarter than that, but its okay. We'll be fine.

 In a year and a half, that boy with the pretty green eyes that you don't think much of will be your absolute world. Be good to him now.

 Quit waiting for him to come crawling back, he's not going to. And as soon as you quit putting all your focus on him you'll notice how many other amazing guys there are waiting for you.

 i hope u werent afraid to chase your dreams, never settle for anything less than yourself and stick with the ones you love

 It's not about money. I remember how much you thought a few grand would change my life. Well, I'm rich now, and wishing you had a girl in mind when you set my goals.

 Hug him tightly, make more plans to meet up soon. Do not look up his records, you do not need to know exactly how he died. It was not your fault. He was in a very dark place, don't let his death take you there, too. Get help, you will need it.