You're never going to be Blair Waldorf, and he's not going to be Chuck Bass. But the sex scene on the piano, it was just as good as you thought it would be. Stop dreaming of pretty clothes and dangerous boys and focus on what you already have. Because damn is it good.

 Go live your life instead of planning it! You'll be amazed how fast time comes and goes.

 Dont even think about changing to "be cool". Cutting yourself and doing drugs are anything but cool, and there are people out there that will love you for being you... if your not afraid to let go of your old friends.

 People can't read your mind. If you want something to change, you gotta speak out.

 Don't give yourself to him to make him love you. It won't work.

 Food won't make your parents get back together. And it sure as hell won't make your father love you.

 Go ahead an ask the cute guy on the internet out. I know it seems weird because he's a decade older, but you'll end up getting married and having a beautiful son together. He'll even work for your father's business!!

 Don't fall in love with your best friend in the whole world... when it all fades away, so does twelve years of friendship. He will become someone you have never met before.