Just because he said he was being honest doesn't make it true. Follow your gut feeling. He's leaving in a month and could care less about you.

 Hold onto your innocense, because once highschool hits it will start to quickly slip away. Live without regrets, it will all be okay.

 keep Austin in your heart, everything gets better with time.

 No matter how cool it is, don't touch that drink.

 Don't look through his drawer, you'll just find things that will be burned into your memory, soon causing the relationship to fall apart based on your new on your insecurities.

 Peace is the gift you give yourself when you stop worrying about how other people measure you and start measuring yourself by what God's forgiven and you've accepted.

 Still not working out like you thought I would.

 Stop suffering and trying to be enough for him. You first have to learn to love yourself, you already worth it…and he knows it.