Deprecated: mysql_connect(): The mysql extension is deprecated and will be removed in the future: use mysqli or PDO instead in /home/youngme/public_html/permalink.php on line 3 Dear Young Me, ...
I know it hurts. Don't feel like you have to be over it in a day; he betrayed you. Things will get better in their own time, I promise. But let it happen naturally; forcing it won't do you any good.