Don't marry him. I know that you have a child with him, but just don't. Marriage doesnt guarantee happiness.

 If you don't feel loved by the person you're with, let them go. Find someone who will make you feel more loved with actions instead of words. With looks instead of touches, and with sincerity instead of lies. You deserve it.

 Don't sweat high school. The losers and the cool kids all swap roles before age thirty.

 he was not and still is not worth loving...you have someone totally more amazing and she is wonderful

 He doesn't love you. You don't love him. The 2 years you'll give him? Not worth it.

  Tell him no over and over and over no matter how many times he says "are you sure" no no no.

 Just go for it. I know it seems like a long shot, but if you don't just take this chance you'll always wonder. Just know that no matter what happens you are beautiful and things will work out okay. I promise.

 He's gay. Don't despair, he will become your best friend and a year later, you will meet the one that was meant for you all along and be happier than you've ever dreamed to be.