About that girl you are dating... She's cheating on you. Don't worry, it will stop hurting eventually.

 don't ever grow up

 You know the girls that made you cry throughout middle and high school? You will be way more happy and successful than they are, so stop crying and enjoy life.

 What you are feeling is not normal. Get help. Seriously.

 Don't do it. I know you want him to love you, but the pain and problems it will cause you throughout the next 3 years is not worth it. Just wait.

 you know that guy that treated you like shit and hid you from his friends? He leaves you for a another girl. But its okay because in college you meet an amazing man that is 1,000 times better than that other shithead, and the shithead still works at in n out.

 You'll survive and go through it all to get where you're supposed to be. Just... let the baggage go when you get there.

 Cutting yourself won't solve anything. Listen to the music to help make everything good again.