I know it seems like you'll be alone forever. You won't. He's perfection. Hang in there, and take risks!

 Stop wasting nights crying over the father who doesn't even care when you have more important people who do. Keep your chin up as well, because God has many blessings in store for you. Including that hunk you meet a few months later.

 You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.

 Break up with him. It will only get worse.

 Leave him. You think you love him, but he will rape you and he will break you. You will be strong again, but it will take time.

 Don't use a whole year trying to make it work. You do love him, but he will end it. It will break your heart.

 He'll see what's right in front of his face one day :]

 Do it and regret nothing.