I wish you knew how beautiful you were and that you shouldn't have changed yourself for anyone. Don't every do anything to 'fit in'. Don't be scared of going away from home for college. Make as many friends as possible. You will forget him, but he will never forget you.

 There's beauty in the break down. In your darkest hour, you will find hope, and he's amazing.

 Don't spend money you don't have. Seriously.

 Create forever. Trust few, but those that you do, keep them close and don't let them go. Appreciate every moment. Above all else--just breathe.

 Congratulations! You got out of that god-awful state. You're not where you want to be yet... but you're on your way! Keep going.

 Good luck.

 They Really Are the best friends you'll ever have

 I still don't know what the hell to tell you.