They say you dont know what you`ve got till its gone.. its true... watching them go is even worse...

 When she asks what you're thinking, tell her. It wont scare her off because you were right, she's not going to call you on Thursday anyway. You'll never speak to her again. Unfortunately, you'll still be in love with her seven years later. Sorry.

 You still love him.

 The man you fall truly in love with is out there right now. Stop worrying about it, you will find him with time. And when you do, you'll know it :).

 The tan isn't worth it.

 Don't be so quick to underestimate women. It IS really fun to be "the girl" in a group of guys, but trust me on this one: the first night you have your heart broken and can't think of anyone to weep into ice cream with, you'll feel glad you cultivated some female friendships.

 Don't be afraid to do things. You're going to be fine. Talk to more people, put yourself out there. It will only make you a stronger person.

 I really hope you and Cam are still close. Hopefully closer, like you've wished for for years. If you aren't, don't let it get to you. Last time, your friendship with him barely recovered after months. He's too good of a guy to lose, no matter how much it hurts. He's one of your best friends always.